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[26 Oct 2005|10:59pm] |
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I put you picture away - Kid Rock and Sherly Crow |
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Money I owe!
Washington Mutual Bank (Providian/Visa): $389.73
Chase (Disney/Visa): $964.14
HSBC (Household Bank/Visa): $523.01
BP: $580.84 (I blame the economy for that!)
American Express: it was 800 and something :/
Amazon: $522.93 (That was mostly from the A.I auditions)
I also owe Verizon like 300 and something I think....maybe more, so I am in debt a little.
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| American Idol Auditions |
[14 Oct 2005|02:24pm] |
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Will I auditioned for American Idol and got to the 3rd round. (In front of Paula,Simon and Randy) I sang "She's out of my life" by Michael Jackson and Simon requested "Thriller" After I sang thriller I wanted to go with what I originally wanted to sing as my second song "all my life" by K-Ci and Jojo but they couldn't understand me and simon wouldn't let me since I done sang 2 songs. Anyway, I forgot the lyrics in the middle of thriller and said "oh crap" Paula said she admired my honesty and Simon and Randy said I should stick with dancing.
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| Happy Birthday Michaela! |
[06 Aug 2005|01:52am] |
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On Aug. 5th at 9:35 am my niece was born! She's sooo cute! I love her already, I'm soo proud of my brother and Stephanie. :)
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[02 Aug 2005|01:06pm] |
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well Friday is gonna be my 1st day as an uncle, and last night something really embarrassing happened. I don't want to say what I was doing when my dad walked in, but I'm now no longer gonna do it in my room again :(
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[18 Jul 2005|12:06pm] |
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Today's my birthday! I'm sad though...I have to work and I think I'm going though some kind of pre-midlife crisis, I'm realizing that I'm getting older...
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[09 Jul 2005|02:58am] |
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No Problems :) It was only my DVD! :)
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[04 Jul 2005|03:45pm] |
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Well I have to admit I'm scared $#ITless, I got a delivery notice in the mail. they tried to send me some registered mail and tues. I have to go to the post office get it and sign for it. But I'm afraid it's a subpoena by Jehna :( I think it's either something really really bad or something really really good...I don't remember ordering anything as "registered" especially an "article" :-0 ! :(
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[29 Jun 2005|08:00pm] |
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My favorite Dog died sunday...:( we're making him a head stone soon.
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[25 Jun 2005|10:34pm] |
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Well my grandfather died this past fathers day sunday, Here's what all happen that i know of. He started having problems sometime during the week before last after mowing the yard, then last Thursday my aunt called (my) home and asked my mom to come check on him. (she use to be a nurse) So we went over and he began having a speech slur and his feet were swollen. We took him to Urgent Care (It's like a mini out-patient ER or small doctors office type of thing, But I think they call it Chattooga Medical Center in that county) And the doctor said his heart was enlarged and something else too (and My Mom said it was most likely congestive heart failure something my Dad had surgery for), and suggested that he go to the hospital (Redmond Regional) But Pa didn't want to go, He told the doctor “sorry for wasting your time” and they signed a paper and we went back to his house. Then came sunday, Pa was having trouble getting out of bed and my aunt was trying to help and had to call my other one. Then one of them called home and my Mom and brother went up to Pa's house. ( I was still in bed) Meanwhile Pa was asking “Is Carol coming” (My Mom) And said “I'd like her to be here” Then they got there and got him a bath and back into bed. Later, it was at 12:24pm that my mom came in his room asking him if he was doing alright. he said “Yeah, I'm feeling alright” then began checking his breathing and heart rate and that's when his heart stopped then his breathing slowed down to a halt. My Mom told everyone else and my brother went outside to cry, then I found out around 12:40 :(
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| NOT GUILTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[15 Jun 2005|12:19am] |
here's something I posted and the use to be mjisguilty.com board.
I like it! I thought it was really good!
Hey it can also be the other way around, You can also be innocent and be found guilty like in my brothers case. I actually sympathies with y'all a little, I actually predected at least one guilty verdict considering my fellow up on this case, my brothers and how Michael was being Pre-Prosecuted through the media. We live in a prejudice, non-liable and close-minded society. Most of us...when we look at celebrities we are not objective about their actions and the ones that collaborate with their crime or accusation (I'm saying this stuff cuz it's something I learned through all this) We become subjective, and subject to the things we hear and read other than the facts in a trial. I am Pro-Defence ( and has been since my brother got framed), I admit I did feel Michael was not Guilty, I didn't think he'd be "found" "Not Guilty". especially in all counts! It was a cry of relief and the happiest moment I've ever experienced with the legal system. I have seen the re-enactments, I have listened and read the testimonies. And have evaluated Michael's phsychological state since '93 within his artistry, not through media sensationalism and yellow journalism and at the end came to the conclusion, That with high doubt Michael Jackson does not equal enough mental unstabilization to be a pedophile. And with great reasonable doubt commited this alleged crime. Now is it possible?...Anything is possible...But it's like the story of the boy that cried wolf, The boy has cried twice and this time the evidence was weighed and I'm surprised that this jury has evaluated this case the way me and other legal analyst has, and came with the same conclusion.
P.S. in a Public Relations stand point he is indeed Guilty, But Michael and his defense team has stated that he will no longer have sleepovers, I hope that to be true. We'll find out in 4-5 years.
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| "in my dreams" |
[07 Apr 2005|11:35pm] |
This has to be like the saddest song I've ever written...maybe not to some that read or even hear it but when I first came up with it last week I almost cried like 3 or 4 times at work. It's the most emotional moment I've ever experience coming up with a song. After I came up with the very simple chorus line, When I tried to sing it to myself I couldn't hardly get to the 3rd line of it.
Come the day I first saw her
Angel eyes
I could not look away
She's such a dream
No way she can be real it seem
Then I pray
Will she not walk away
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
...tonight
After days past
The angel she remains
So pretty
sparkly
Makes me wanna die in her arms
As she comes in
She says hey
I say please don't walk away
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
...tonight
In my dreams
I'm holding her tight watching the starry night
The wind is blowing
Her angel eye's showing
I cry
Oh...I love you my baby
As the dream ends
So does my chances
I cry in my bed
moonlight shines through the window
she found her man
Next day comes
I'm all alone
She says hey
I cry please, please don't walk away!
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
...tonight
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
She'll be in my dreams
...tonight
(c) SDS Entertainment, inc./Acute Kronic Records.
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| It's a Girl! |
[30 Mar 2005|11:56am] |
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OMG! my sister-in-law is having a Girl!!! :)
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| The truth comes out... |
[30 Mar 2005|11:04am] |
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I wrote Jehna a letter telling her everything I felt about her. I don't think it made any effect but it was killing me inside. I'd never made a mistake that I've ever regrat as much as this, I'll never forgive myself for not telling her how I felt that Wed. night (before spring break) I'm not as sad but I'll always be upset at myself. I made the biggiest mistake of my life, I lost my chance to have her. I spent nights crying hoping God would give me this girl, Then found someone like her and found out I had feelings for her. But spoken too soon. I'm not going to go dating, I not gonna date people I don't already know. And it's just not worth it, I'm just gonna wait for her.
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| I had the sadest dream about Jehna last night.... |
[26 Mar 2005|06:25am] |
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I dreamed we went to Lowe's together...to the mall, we went to Sea World (never even been there before) watched some dolphens. I think even went to Universal and we talked about going to Stone Mountain...then I woke up :(
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| OMG! |
[23 Mar 2005|12:38am] |
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Like so far I been having a crazy week! Saturday, I wroke up at 8:30 feeling like crap, driving around (pissed off at myself for not telling her how I felt) and accompishing nothing! Sunday I was trying to find my aunt's house and I got lost almost ran out of gas and pulled over in a ditch and got stuck...today their was a rumor that Jehna married that guy, Then I asked her about it and she said "no...not for real". And thank God! cuz that crap really messed me up! I told Lance (one of my bosses) I needed off for a while, and left in the van looking for her. even trying to get in touch with her parents! Man she's such an emotional roller coaster!
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[20 Mar 2005|09:14pm] |
I just don't care
what you do
I just don't care
My heart is not through
I love her forever
We'll be together (someday)
you'll never ever
be like a brother
If you get in the way
It will be taken away
I'm the one who won't play
Just one dance one last day
The gun shot was fresh and clean
Do it again, again
You like all the pain you gain
It shows how your a man
No matter what hate you'll grow
My love for her won't go
And when it all falls to me
Like it all should be
Don't you just hate it!
No matter
No matter (you hater)
No matter
How you'd mess me up
I'll get back up
won't give up
She'll come running to me
I just don't care
what you do
I just don't care
My heart is not through
I just don't care
what you do
I just don't care
My heart is not through
I just don't care (Background: If you get in the way
It will be taken away
I'm the one who won't play
Just one dance one last day
The gun shot was fresh and clean
Do it again, again
You like all the pain you gain
It shows how your a man)
what you do
I just don't care
My heart is not through
I just don't care (Background: If you get in the way
It will be taken away
I'm the one who won't play
Just one dance one last day
The gun shot was fresh and clean
Do it again, again
You like all the pain you gain
It shows how your a man)
what you do
I just don't care
My heart is not through
I just don't care (I just don't care what you do)
I just don't care ( You just can't take her away)
I just don't care ( can't do it do me...)
You like to play me cuz you wanna do me
You like to play me cuz you wanna do me
You like to play me cuz you wanna do me
You like to play me cuz you wanna do me
whoo
whoo
Copyright 2005 (c) Acute Kronic Records and SDS Entertainment,inc.
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[19 Mar 2005|08:43am] |
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Jehna had this on her away message! :( Auto response from Jehna108 (1:00:54 AM): chillin with my best boyfriend ever! I love him so super much! Call the cell if you need me! Peace! Love! & Harmony!
It's not that I'm not happy for her, I'm just mad at myself for being so shy and unopen with her! :'(
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[10 Mar 2005|01:26pm] |
When I'm with her
I'm not alone anymore
When I'm with her
All the pain goes away
When I'm with her
I have a friend 'till the end
When I'm with her
She's such an angel
To be with me
No matter what
I'll love her 'till the end
When I'm with her
I'm not hurt anymore
When I'm with her
I'm not sad anymore
When I'm with her
I'm not alone anymore
Will she leave tomorrow?
Will I die in sorrow?
I'll be her friend 'till the end
When I'm with her
I'm not hurt anymore
When I'm with her
I'm not sad anymore
When I'm with her
I'm not alone...anymore
Copyright 2005(c) Acute Kronic Records/SDS Entertainment, inc.
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[03 Mar 2005|11:41pm] |
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Yesterday I had my 1st radio interview :) I went up to the radio station to see Jehna and for the longest time really didn't say much. But then D.J asked if I wanted to come up and talk alittle, so I did! :) Jehna sit between us, and I just mentioned my website, Acute Kronic Records and my songs to Jehna! It was actually pretty cool I really wasn't that nervous...At least not after I got up there and started talking. They want me to come back next week so I will :)
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| I got it bad :( lol |
[19 Feb 2005|09:45pm] |
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Usher- U got it bad |
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oh, no, no, no, no, no...
When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go
I've been there, done it, humped around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy
(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can
See I've been there, done it, humped around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...hey
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
breakdown
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
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